Here Come The 123s

So...It's been a month, well actually, over a month since Ive 'been' there. What's changed ? Well, I've done some calculations lately: today is my 7100th day of living (nice number, huh ?) , I've seen over 500 films so far and there are just 4 days left (including today) to my economy exam ! I wish me another 7100 days, and another 500 films, and another 4 days, which is unfortunetly impossible, so I wish me simply to pass the exam. And I wish me the full version of the life-game called "Happiness" instead of the demo one. And more amazing moments! Yesterday, before falling asleep I've been thinking about the most precious moments of my life. I've counted 3 conected to nature and 3, well maybe 4 conected to people, wish in next 7100 days there would be some more of them...

The bad beginning.

When I woke up on New Year's Day I realised a few things: 1) where the hell am I ? 2) God! I'm so thirsty I could drink the whole Atlantic Ocean! 3) you should never go to bed in your make-up, and 4) I guess I need a change. So I was there, lying in a bathtub and thinking (and trust me that was a hard thing to do that very 'morning') about that New Year that had already started so badly. Another lame party, another binge-drinking night, another terrible hangover... No gains, no pros, just losses and cons. So as the water kept getting colder I made up my mind and decided that I have to do something about it ! The only question that remained was : what should it be ? I have to be honest (because that's the reason why I started to run that blog - being honest at least with myself) and say that I've been thinking about it for a while. I finally came to the conclusion that what I need this year is ACTION. No more being the background-girl, no more playing a best friend instead of a leading lady, no more talking, grumbling, complaining, waiting, imagining and hoping for. As it used to be said "a little less conversation a little more action" (although the context was different) , "a little less sixteen candles a little more 'Touch me' " ! So ladies and gentlemen here comes the new me ! Wow, sounds quite pompous, doesn't it ?